happiness.
swirling away.
Dark.
drags,lines and cuts.
deals, ups and downs.
fights, blood and tears.
swirling down.
down.
Down.
a tap. a push. a shove.
Realization.
help.
I. Need. Help.
drags, lines and cuts.
i need help.
Guidence.
the kind from parents.
my help
my strength
my love
my parents
my Thank Yous.


okay an explantion of the poem:
back in my freshman year i got into drugs.
huffing, drinking, weed, x, lsd, acid, coke.
luckily when i got into coke the school
caught me. from the time i smoked
my first bowl to the time i got caught,
it tok two months. in two months
i was snorting coke. this is about my
hard time with drugs in a way where i
explain my emotions at the time and
how they just bursted out like in the
peom. that is why it is confusing because
at that time my life was confusing.
hope that helps you understand
why it is written that way....
:D

first version of poem.

swirling away.
Dark.
drags,lines and cuts.
deals, ups and downs.
fights, blood and tears.
smiles, dances and laughter.
swirling down.
down.
Down.
a tap. a push. a shove.
Realization.
help.
I. Need. Help.
drags, lines and cuts.
i need help.
Guidence. the kind from parents.
my help
my strength
my love
my parents
my Thank Yous.


im not sure i really like this.
i dont think the feeling is really coming across.
idk. tell me what you think.
btw this happened two years ago.